A song about not knowing how to learn from a toxic relationship.
lyrics
Why am I so hard on myself?
Thought I left most of you on the shelf,
And in the dust you'll find your memory,
But I plan on cleaning it all back up,
As soon as I get home,
But now you're all alone but no for long,
You're always singing the same damn song,
Over and over, Constantly giving me the cold shoulder,
But that's alright, you said fight or flight,
So I walk straight out the door,
To find something I thought was so much more,
But what I found was just a lie,
Every single fucking time,
It goes around it comes back again,
This is the end, by why not mend,
What we had, It never meant much to you,
Was everything to me,
But maybe thats just my fucked up train of thought,
Sorry for bringing this all back up,
I don't know what you could learn,
About truly being burned, I don't know,
Maybe trust your instincts,
Instead of stiff drinks,
I know you I think I'm better than you,
But I'm not, I'm just a loner, Petty stoner,
Smoking away my memories of you,
But I want to be alone most of the time,
Most of the time, most of the time,
There's beauty in sadness, that's a fact,
That's a fact, that's a fact, and I'm not looking back,
And you'd be better off if you decided to,
Not call me Back.
credits
from Haven't Got That Far,
released February 22, 2019
Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Andrew Pentecost
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