It's a cringy song I wrote in hopes to stop dwelling over a dumb situation.
lyrics
I always end up, past out in my room,
whenever I give into, the doom and gloom,
All over me, I'm sick in the head can't you see,
If only I could just love myself,
and stop caring about the me who was cut in half,
now my actions just scream selfishness,
while my insides rot into the eternal abyss,
This is my 22 year old, train of thought,
never even really satisfied with what I got,
This is not a sinister plot, the worst I'll do,
Is probably smoke some pot, I never really had a lot,
But I brought on all I get, Guess I could use another shot,
Cause this is all I got,
Killing brain cells, by holding my breath,
Cause I find comfort, In being close to death,
But not in a suicidal way, I just love what misery always has to say,
But I won't give up the fight, Even though I dwell every night,
On the life I could've had, before I cut my soul in half,
Now I'm too empty to feel anything,
Still can't believe this is really happening, How could it happen to me?
credits
from Haven't Got That Far,
released February 22, 2019
Recorded, Mixed and Mastered By Andrew Pentecost
We are a punk/grunge band from Madison, Wisconsin, consisting of: Dakota Poff - Guitar
Eli Nysted - Drums
Will Maze - Bass
Luke Ferkovich - Guitar/Vocals
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